a little smart car, something really cheap to run (after insurance, mot and your first born that you have to rent out of course) that would get me over to see ella midweek and at weekends until our future ark project starts.

i'm very keen to start the new year with some transport in the knowledge that i can get over to see my bella whenever i want. i really do not want a car but the ark and ellas location requires it.

with ella being five next year i've very keen to get her learning some new hobbies that she can get into - languages, dancing or suchlike, something to focus that untapped energy she has for life.

camper van idea kinda came and went, they do not really see what i want to do i guess and instead want me to go on a TEN year hire purchase of a transporter that would be over £300 a month. i don't want that.

all i want is to find someone that sees my commitment to do a good job and deliver on it -- i'm determined not to go into some mindless corporate suck up job again 'just to make money' to get me things.

i want to feel that i'm giving and creating value in the work that i do, right now i feel that way with the studio and the connections i've made over the last year have been fantastic.

do send all your positive vibes over this way for me to make the progress on the transport. i'm going back into chanting and gym this week with gusto.

create the change you want to see!