life seems to go incredibly slow when your waiting on sponsorship and responses. i work same day, at least a response or a realistic timeframe.

we have been waiting on a response about the ark project for over six weeks regarding funding and it just seems to drag -- the start of the project was supposed to be january, i've lost a lot of faith in us raising sponsoring from this sponsor that has a financial year start of january 2012.

after many conversations it seems that an ark build will probably take EIGHT weeks to plan and build which puts things at march and the olympic games will start a few months after that totally overshadowing any real promotion to get people looking on the project early.

the other area of issue was transportation, how do we go about getting something arranged there, we looked at leasing but these are often for longer periods we need and the pricing is still out of our current reach as we build up fibrecamp and the advocacy clients we want to work with.

we are finding happy mediums between all the annoyance however in merging the two problems together to give another short term 'moving home' solution.

after having a conversation about shiny shiny and new i started to look differently at the transport situation moving towards the old t2 volkswagon transporter as a half way house of a mobile style home and yet some wheels to be able to drive and get ella.

to be able to spend time in the heart of the national forest itself, on location taking in that space while sponsors and that side of the process irons out, it would be still moving in the general direction.

i've lost a lot of energy concerned about how this could happen and now it just comes down to time that i do not have so i have to move towards that middle ground, finding a way to increase cashflow and work that fits around my current lifestyle and yet gives me a resolution to my housing and spending more time with my ella who will be FIVE next year.

i'm certain if i just buckle down i can afford the transporter and the ark itself outright with the right effort and project presenting itself -- how do i do that?

i work my butt off, build up the fibrecamp content and output and get clients that value what we do from showing our level of commitment to the projects we already do.

i cannot sit around waiting for things to happen, sometimes you just have to reposition the mole hill.